Thursday, January 20, 2011

Two steps back


I might have to try something different.

The blood and mucus has made an appearance.

I don't want to admit it to anyone in my 3d world. I don't want to change anything. I don't want to live like I had to before when I flared. I don't want anymore enemas.

The thought of enemas makes me feel defeated.

I keep having these conversations with myself.


  1. Keep going.

    I know what you mean about the enemas. Horrible reminder of what's not happening.

    Hope you improve soon.

  2. have you had any med changes in the last few months? I did a dose of antibiotics last week and even though I'm back on Pred, I know it through everything out out kilter down there...just started probiotics again to put the good bacteria back in...but that will take 2 weeks to see if there is any real benefit. You take care :D ..and hopefully the enemas will kick in fast...not too keen on those neither, but I we do what we have to do eh :D

  3. No new meds for me. No antibiotics or anything. I have been keeping up with the vitamins and the mezavant but I must admit I suck at remembering my probiotic.

    I need to get my act together. Really.