Despite long lasting effects of Ativan, got out of bed, packed bag, tidied, readied self and got out of the house. Assisted child in doing the same. Made it through a 4.5 hour drive from one city to the next. No accidents. Dined in a restaurant - they had chicken, gravy and mashed potatoes on the menu! Dealing with stress, eating carefully, and resting were all high on the list of priorities.
It is all for good reason. May be risky behaviour at this stage in my recovery but very necessary.
The performance is this afternoon.